Ktv cum playground! fun fun night!

It's a night for NJC 98S05 class outing again... =)

Met up with the girls whom we have lost touched!
Went to Fish & Co at Centerpoint for dinner ....

After dinner...it's time to go KTV!!!!!
Went to Cuppage Partyworld......
Really ....really cannot eat and sing immediately. 2nd time!
Had a huge tummyache..... so painful...but aid came.
It was like...u r in darkness....then suddenly u see light.. =p

ZQ bought medicated oil for me.... so touched! So late liao...i dun dare to show my pain also cos dun want to spoil everyone's mood....
But the medicated oil was very helpful.... THANK YOU Ah Qiang... =p

**The last survivors of the girls that remain in the ktv.... slowly...it's left with only me... =(

**What are the guys doing????? Hahaha!!!
**My half 'brother'....hee...same surname.... TANG!!!

**Finish singing liao.... goin home time?? No....let's proceed to somewhere else!!!

After ktv...went to Mustafa for supper...and shop for awhile.... the food not nice leh!
1 cup of Dinosaur costs $3!!!! Nice nvm...but it tastes yucky!
I can make better Dinosaur man.... =(

Feeling so unsatisfied...we moved on to West Coast park..first time i go there...didn't know there are so many fun playgrounds over there!
Think my friends regretted suggesting to go..... cos...i almost drove all of them crazy by asking them to play at the playground with me! =p
**I've made it!!! See how shag i m.. hee...long time nv climb this kind of web le....my fren has to teach me step by step..got strategy one ah... phew!
**One of the 'obstacles' that the guys have to go thru! Hee.... i must be driving them nuts!
**Another obstacles... hee...this pic nice right??? I like it very much!!!
**Poseidon....will we sink in the sand??? =p
** Pic with the dim lighting..... wah..... =p

**I didn't realise West Coast park is so fun...away from the city sometimes...quite good!

Hee..in the end, everyone was hot and perspiring...good exercise!
Going home time.... =p

Time report : 4.30am... =)

blading in the rain is suicidal!

went blading after the rain...floor still wet.....
hate it when it is raining...the floor is filled with those hard hard seeds...twigs...branches...

have to blade carefully ok???
i kept on reminding myself...blade carefully & slowly.... slowly ok???

Went past a few areas of 'seeded' floor.....so difficult to control!

Then i was concentrating so much on avoiding the seeds...i didn't see a few big twigs coming ahead....sigh....
TRIPPED!!!
FELL!!!!
BLEED!!!

Happen that i didn't wear knee guards.....shit man..... my skin scrapped across the rough floor.
wah liao..damn pain.
right now....i'm still abit limping.
this is super pain.... still struggled with the pain to blade till the country club....i'm a stubborn girl!

Wound has sand....but i really dun dare to wash..only dab dab dab...
hee.... luckily it didn't get very infected... =p

after blading, went to celebrate Mae's bd...wah....found a very nice romantic cafe.
The Cheese Cafe...very very nice...nice music...nice sofa....good cheese cake....good pot of tea....wah...enjoy man!

** Me & Mae... =)

** The blading girls.... see my knee cap..ouch!

**Me and Tricia!

** The bladers... =)
**Yummy yummy cheesecake.... slurp!

movies!!!

SO long nv catch movie....managed to watch 2 movies this week!!!

Movie 1 - The Da Vinci Code
Rating : 2.5 / 5

Hmm.... not too bad lah...but will be better if i understand Christianity or had read the book.
Not too good for those who are tired...cos you have to concentrate for 2.5 hours.
Without much action...alot of dialogue...
well...i fell asleep.. haha!!!!
But overall..ok lah...didn't like it that much..but quite ok lah... =p

Movie 2 - Mission Impossible 3
Rating : 4.5 / 5
First of all....there is Tom Cruise!!!!
Next...lots of actions....i did't fall asleep at all!!!
I didn't walk out of the theatre wondering...erm....what the hell happened??? hee

i think i like these kind.. Tom Cruise so suave!!! wah.......all the stunts... wah...

Went for some mentoring course today for my volunteering work....so many things i've learnt.
You will come to think that....all those worries that i have so far..are nothing...compared to the less fortunate.
Let me share some with all of you... =p

"All that I can achieve is because I stood on the shoulders of giants". - Albert Eeinstein
- to encourage pp to come out to speak up...

"The greatest form of giving is to give until it hurts". - Mother Theresa
- giving and sharing is something which you do and not expect to deserve any returns.

"Time is money"
- we must value time...

"The brightness of my candle is not diminished when I light someone else's candle" - Mandella
- this touches me the most. Our value in life will continue to be there if we choose to light up someone else's life.

Be it the candles are small or big..as long u can light them up in people's life.... it is something.. =)

Value the people around u... value how u treat people... value ur significance in this world and see what you can contribute...

missing....

i just saw a pic of him....
suddenly..... i feel that i miss him....
all along, i thot he is out of the picture... BUT....
sigh.....he is still there....
maybe all along, i m just trying to divert my attention elsewhere???

AIYAH..i dunno lah... =(
Absolutely no idea wat my little brain is thinking of man!!!!!!

shit...how can i get myself out of this mess??
i think nv..... too much of my life had been taken up by this person....it's not easy.....

the kind of feeling is like the jig saw puzzle...is missing a piece.... nv will be completed till that piece is found...

a happy gal again.. =)

a happy gal again... =)

lalalala... =p

Went to hooters...had some drinks...

** Me and my 'sis'...Peiyun and Peiling...

Hmm....let's think about this qn....
If all along, this item is always with u...u didn't think much abt it...but u just know that u enjoy using this item... having this item around...

then one fine day...u were just recommending to someone that this item is good....
And then....this someone wants this item too...wat willl u do???

Will u generously let go? Or u will just hold on to it???
hmm.....seriously..i dun think i can be that generous...
Yet..i'm not doing anything to stop that someone from taking this item away....

......... moral of the story...... to be generous or just do wat i think i deserve to get?? =p

I think all of u blur reading this.... hee...if it is so easy to understand, i wouldn't write it out liao... purposely make all of u blur blur! =p

**Maybe those close to me will know wat i m talking abt.. =p

can't sleep - 2.30am liao...

had such a sleeplesss night on sat, headache / confused / sianz....
then today went to teach piano...sleepy like mad

i kept on dozing off..luckily my students nv see.. hee hee..that's why must wear specs to cover the side of the eyes... hee hee

come home after teaching... super super tired....feeling damn sianz as well...
just didn't feel like doing anything...went to bed ....at slept all the way to now

now i wake up liao...can't seem to fall asleep again... =(
headache lah....
arh.....can my brain stop churning ... stop thinking.... and stop whatever emotions i have????
sianz...

shall try to sleep...or else...tomorrow it will be panda pamela...
hey..it rhymes.. hee =p

Why???

I have to write this out...otherwise I'll explode if i keep this to myself...kept on thinking about it the whole night!

Heard some 'comments' today..... some pp gave me some attitudes today..... some pp showed some wierd behaviour today.....
It all seem nothing or am i too sensitive??
But these little things are making me very very very confused & unhappy....
What the hell is happening????

I thot i had got over my depressing week.... but after what had happened today... sigh.... i'm in a shit mood again.
Hate this kind of confusion stuff.
Sometimes like that....then suddenly 180 degrees change.... sigh...i cannot take it!

Whatever i heard today....regardless if it is true or not.. is making me very very confused....
Sigh....
I need to have a clear state of mind.... this is getting bad.... i dunno how to handle liao....
Just leave me alone lah....

very unhappy now.... =(

12 May - Cousins Night at MOS

Went to MOS with my cousins.... =)
The 3 of us intend to enjoy ourselves without other people... hee hee...

**San, Yun, Mei

I must admit I have to update myself with all the new clubs etc...my younger cousins are so much more well versed then me.... Pamela is a mountain turtle man! =p

Went to Estea Bar at Clarke Quay for drinks first. San has a bottle of Hennessy there...so we went to drink first....MOS' drinks too ex liao...
Quite a nice place leh... Live band.... dancers...Wow... Chinese pop songs... I quite like it!

**As usual....irritating...my face will get super red even after 1 glass of drink....ah..i look like a lobster!!! =p

After drinking to get abit high, so that we can dance, we proceed to MOS. Luckily San's fren can get us in for free..yippee!
My dearest bro, XC, also came.....
The main arena songs sucks.... so we went to check out other areas.... Time now is 2:24AM.
**Me & Mei.... =)

**Me & my bro, XC... knew him since sec 2....when we were all so young.. ha ha....
That time, he was still 'chasing' my best pal...hiak hiak hiak..I'm going to get killed for writing this...YEEKS!

Then we went into the white room...wah.....I always like the lighting...
Just walked across the dance floor and I felt someone grabbing my hand!
Oops....it's this angmoh....
He took my hand & kissed it... OH!!!!!!!!
I think i high liao lah...didn't even resist.... then took pics with him.... He tried to 'henky penky'...but heh..... open-minded is only to a certain extent for me leh...
Made use of the excuse to take pictures!!!
After a while, he not interested liao lah...cos it's so obvious I'm not the ONS gal he looking for....
He must be thinking..." This gal is crazy...take so many pics for what???"
**This is the ang moh...I can't remember his name liao lah...hee hee=p

**Hee...the ang moh quite sporting lah...also took pics with this crazy gal... =p

Went to the R&B section to dance...this place is always packed...I wonder why man.....
Went to the toilet....hee...my bro had to wait for us for...erm...45mins???
So sorry..... =p
We were actually busy taking pics in the toilet.....Oops...You are going to slap me when u read this...hee hee....


This took about 20mins i think...each of us were trying to take pics of ourselves...oops....
**Pic 1 - still dunno how to control the camera using the mirror....

**Pic 2 - ah....I think i got it! My little dimple showing liao.. hee...=p

**Eh...how come i cannot get the angle right???? Physics fail ah...Reflection...
**I got it!!!! Yippee!!!!! =p

**Victory smile!!! =)

Dance abit more...then go home liao...sleepy....
Conclusion....quite boring.....should have gone to Double O...
But we stayed at MOS cos no need to pay....if go Double O have to pay for cover charge leh...
Although I know a grp of guys are at Double O....kept on jioing us to go join them and say can buy drinks...

no $$...no choice.....stay at MOS... =(
**3 of us....goin home time liao...=p

**Bye bye..that's all folks! =p

my daddy's birthday

my daddy's 68th birthday!

Went to have dinner with my parents at Coca Taka.
So expensive.
I expected the steamboat to be buffet...but it turned out to be ala-carte.
Ate $121++

So ex...i'm so poor..no choice, have to treat...once a year leh...=p

But managed to strike a good conversation with the manager there..hee...in the end, the manager treated us some desserts.
Made my parents so happy.
U know lah...old folks will always welcome 'free' stuff..and the desserts do look good.
The manager is nice!
My daddy said proudly to me "u see, other pp dun have leh."
I simply replied "cos u have a smart daughter that can talk.."
hee...dun puke.. hee... =p

Went home to sing birthday song for my dad...so many candles to light up!

I wish my dad: Good Health, Longevity, Happiness, Peace, Luck, Fortune, Good Health Good Health Good Health... =p
I wish my mum Happy Mother's Day too...!
MUACKS & HUGS to the 2 most impt pp in my life....
Both of u must stay healthy and live a long happy life....that is the most impt..... whether i'm good or bad ..it doesn't matter.... as long as my parents are well... =)

Almost freaked out when my dad made his wish, he hopes to see me settle down with a good guy soon....
Sigh.... i know they are worried.... but...didn't i tell them i dun intend to get married cos i'm really scared liao???
well........ so many pp kept on telling me there are still good guys outside... oh..... i'm just scared lah.... not that i do not have feelings for anyone [maybe i do have, hmph!]....it's just... i'm scared...
Let things go naturally bah... =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY & HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!!
May happiness always be with you and don't worry about me... =0

** The 2 most impt guys in my life... Daddy & Brownie... =)

I'm fine, thank you!

To all those who've sent sms, msn message or called me immediately after knowing of my accident, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Received more messages today from Freda, Sherron, Songhan, Peiling.
My bro, Xiancong, also called me....and wanted to trade-in his Honda Jazz to me....SLAP! =p

Received a surprised phonecall from Taiwan today, he heard of my accident from my godsis.... He sneaked out of his army camp to make this phonecall somemore....
Touched....appreciate it so much Renzheng....! Hugs!

But one thing....i was in a super bad state on the accident night. Think i was still in shock bah....couldn't get to sleep at all. Whole night i was perspiring...whole night my heart was thumping like mad....the accident kept on re-playing....
The next morning was terrible...cos basically i didn't have enough sleep...

Well...i'm still on probation...it's not so nice to apply leave... so i went to work as usual.
For the 1st day without car, it was tough. Had to take public transport to work. But that will take 2hours!!! I was late...so i took a cab...cost me $18.30...my goodness...if everyday like that, i'm goin to be a beggar soon... =(

When i reached the office, colleagues all greeted me with a warm smile...then..something happened...
i was just typing and working in front of my pc, the beaded necklace that i was wearing SUDDENLY broke and all the beads spill onto the floor.
This is such a bad omen.... i freaked out... i totally freaked out....

My colleague, Ivan....he tried to make me calm down...but i was freaking out.... then i suddenly recall that i fell down just last week at the canteen....why so many unfortunate things happening???
Ivan asked me if i had offended anyone recently or said the wrong things....
I couldn't recall leh.... i just want to say... "sorry to whoever out there...if i have offended u...pls let me off..."

Then my godsis 'Wanting' reminded me, i was breaking down already especially after the necklace snapped.
She said: "If you think of bad things, the bad things will eventually happen as your mood is low. Think on the bright side. You were not injured and the impact of the accident is quite big. And you 'po cai xiao zhai'...."

During lunchtime, YK / Ivan / Michael accompanied me to the temple to pray. After praying... i got soooo relieved...
I kept on asking for peace and safety...i feel so light and relieved after praying.
Believe it or not....i really feel the difference...
Happily went back to office.... =p

Started to meet clients already.... my sales target for this yr is 2.5 million...
I wonder how am i supposed to hit it.
Meeting clients are fun! Get to get out of office...after that go home.. hee hee...=p
Not deskbound... i'm enjoying my job!
With very very very nice colleagues..... with opportunities.....yippee!!!!

My manager....he drove a big nice Mercz sport....wah liao....2 doors...i was such a 'mountain turtle'..requested to take a pic of his car.. hee hee...
Very very nice..... it really feels different to be rich...
Sat in his car....wah liao...everyone will turn to look...come out of the car also pp look...wah liao...shiok!!! I want to earn big $$ too!
If my manager can accept me to be his god-daughter..then shiok liao.. hee hee..!


Next week would be better.... a few more days... Mr. Colt Plus..I'm coming!!!! =p

sorry mitsubishi lancer.... so sorry....

It all happened this way....

Was driving on my way back to office... nearing the traffic light.... frankly speaking...it was still green light... i expected the stupid hyundai sonata in front of me to move ahead.
BUT....it suddenly stopped when the traffic light turned amber...

**This is where it happens..... sigh....behind NUS

I knew it ...i knew it...it is going to crash....my car was travelling too fast already....i knew it...i knew it....held on to my steering wheel very tightly....stepped on the brakes fully.....everything happened in just a few seconds..and BANG!!!!!
The entire car front gone....

My front cover got folded up....i dun understand why it is so bad...
Came out of the car..... super in shocked...i didn't know wat to do.... just stood there shivering...
Luckily my colleague was with me.
He took over to negotiate with the fucking owner....
He drove the car back to the office...i so scared to drive liao....

** This is the car that i bumped into. I wonder why his car not badly damaged.

Went back to office...walked to my seat...sat down...and tears started gushing out....
My entire dept.... my managers, my fellow colleagues....all came to see what happened...
I cannot control myself... was just crying all the way.
Thanks so much to them....everyone tried to help in one way or another. One called the car dealer, one called his mechanic, one pass me tissues silently, sigh....

It all happened too fast...then they reminded me to persuade the other party not to claim insurance. Settle privately is the best.
They helped me to negotiate with that guy.... i just stood there to listen...
They accompanied me to the car workshop.... i just stood there listening to how much i got to pay the other party....

Went back to office, boss told me i can go back home liao....

The next thing is...my parents..they didn't even scold me. Just told me luckily i m ok...cos the impact is very very great.
Bang the car in the noon....evening went to sign the papers for the new car already.

Bought the colt plus.... light blue color.... although it is a joyous thing...but somehow..i m not smiling..
Even till now...i'm not smiling...still thinking of the accident now....
But am glad that my new car is coming..and i swear i will drive very very carefully!!!!!

Sent my old car immediately for scraping...
I miss my old car.... left it at the dealer's place...cos not safe to drive anymore.
I miss my old lancer..... suddenly..in less then a few hours....

I'm so sorry.... i didn't mean to harm you like that....so sorry..... sorry.....now u have to stand alone in the carpark....and get scraped....so sorry......
I miss my old car.......

Special Thanks to:
1) My Daddy and Mummy - for being so understanding and giving me the support.
2) My colleagues Ivan, YK, Jimmy, Henry - for staying beside me the whole afternoon. Especially to Ivan and YK..... really appreciate it.
3) Kay & Chinhong - for calling me immediately to console me....
4) Chee Chiu, Evan, Ronald, Marc, Kathy, Kern, YP, Zhongqiang, Kris, Jie, Jo, Ben,Evan, Wanting, Ivan, Gilbert, Shijie, Pika - for showing concern.

Sigh......

** My poor lancer.... sorry...i am very sorry..... =(

** See the side..it is a 90 degrees bend....sigh....

** My lancer at the dealer's place.... quietly in the carpark...so sorry...

**Another glimpse of my lancer.... =(

** One last glimpse of my lancer as i walked away........ bye bye.......tears dropping down....bye bye.....

I wonder how i managed to get into such a bad accident....i wonder....sigh.....
It all happened too fast... i can't remember either... =``(

body aching....

Met up with my buddy from JC for dinner on Fri.... =p
After so long....the time i saw him was CNY.... he very busy with his FYP & FINALLY!!! He can grad liao....
Architect.... =)

Met him again on Sun to play tennis...help....my bones want to crack liao.
So tiring....
So long nv touch the tennis racket liao.....not saying i'm good to begin with.. hee!
I think i'm picking up balls more then hitting balls...
Poor fren....have to bear with me.
But i'm sure practise makes perfect!!!
Who knows how to play tennis??? Let's go!!!! =p

Wrist aching, legs aching....aiyoh....pain pain pain....
SO tired after 1hr of tennis....i betta build up my stamina!!! =p
Who wants to play tennis next weekend???

Let me know ok? =)

Mitsubishi Colt Plus for me!

Went for aggressive test driving this week.

Test drove the below cars and here are my comments:-
1) Suzuki Swift scores 4 out of 5.
- great car! pick up is very smooth & it hits 120km/h without you knowing it or without you having to 'zam' on the accelerator hard. Small & cute...bright vibrant colors. the negative part of this car is that the boot is very small.....hardly any space.... Not getting this car, cos my parents dun like the 'brand'...they say it doesn't sound nice. i guess i have to respect their comments.

2) Suzuki Liana scores 2 out of 5.
- Bad bad bad...the minute i test drove, i knew that it is not good. The feel is not there, pick-up is slow... but it plays a good family cheap car....well...this is out of the options.

3) Toyota Yaris scores 3 out of 5.
- Not too bad. comparable to the Swift....in terms of pick-up etc. The boot is slightly bigger then the Swift. But one thing i dun like is that the chairs cannot be adjusted up and down. Can only be adjusted front and back. This is one of the newest functions in many new range, Swift has it. It is quite ex..without leather tied in etc. So after considering for awhile, i might as well get Swift if i m looking for small cute hatchback.

4) Mitsubishi Colt scores 3 out of 5.
- Not too bad. Comparable to Yaris. Bigger space and bigger boot. The seats can be adjusted up and down too! However, the engine is abit noisy.... for the front seat passengers, it is ok. But for rear seat passengers, it is not so comfortable. Quite noisy and i dun like the 'string' used to adjust the angle of the back seats. Normally it is using handles etc. But this one is using grossgrain ribbon, which i dun like. Tried so many times but just didn't manage to adjust the angle.

5) Mitsubishi Colt Plus scores 4 out of 5.
- GREAT GREAT GREAT! It is fast, very very spacious and big. Pick-up is ok, not as fast as Yaris or Swift as it is a bigger car. Heavier....and yet the petrol consumption is ok.... One thing i like is the big space & the big boot!!! If i fold the rear seats down, i can practically place a mattress at the back! can go picnic!!! all of u just climb to the back of my car oK? hee... =p
I like the timegear door...using remote to open and close the back door. Like james bond shows like that...the door will auto one.. hee.....very useful when my hands are so tied up with shopping bags... =p

One thing i'm worried...it seems that the car is too big for me....i think cars behind can barely see my head popping out...but..nvm lah....i also scared of parking....but hopefully the sensor will guide me.

The sound system is not as good as Yaris though...but this can be modified... =0
Of cos it is slightly more expensive then the cars mentioned above...I'll have to work harder....
I rather pay slightly more and get a bigger car...the only thing i'm worried is the petrol consumption. But being a 6-speed car, it is supposed to help on the petrol consumption.

There is only Swift & Colt Plus left. Parents dun like Swift...so they offer to sponsor $5k to pay for the difference between Swift & Colt Plus. Also, Colt Plus is so much bigger then Swift & the boot space is so much more.
Final decision is made : Colt Plus! =)

Here are some pics of my choice car:-

**See the back door...fully automated like james bond car..even Merz do not have this feature! Hee hee!
**Here comes Pamela with this big car... =p


** See this big boot? Hee...picnics / parties, ask me along..i can be the logistics person! I can even put the mj table in!! Lalala! The metal bar can be removed to have more space. I was thinking can passengers sit behind? Maybe can pack about 6-7 pax? Is it illegal?? =p


** Minusing the yellow stripes...but it has a very high view. I like high big cars!!! Although I'm not tall lah...have to stretch my legs abit to get out of the car...hee hee... =p
The front seats very very nice....curved at the sides to give comfort...

**There is (Black / White/ Silver / Dark Grey/Red/Light Yellow/Light Lime/Light Blue). I want it too look sporty & fun...
White is definitely out - very hard to maintain & the fortune teller say White is not good for me.
Black / Silver - very classic look, not fun...so out too.
Light Yellow/Red - too loud?? And will it look like an ah-beng car?
My choices are 'Dark Grey - very nice but not too fun', 'Lime - light touch', 'Blue - nice too but think it's abit common'.

How???? I'm seeking all of you to cast a vote! Let me know which color is good for me? Hee! Anyone reading this, pls cast a vote!!!

Also, what are the free gifts or packages i can ask for??? Pls help to tell me..first time buying car...dun want to get cheated.... =p

So excited!!! Should be signing on the dotted line before end of the month...so excited!!! My very first car... =p
There is also a Colt owners club...hee...maybe i can join that too... hee.. =p
Who will be my first passengers?? (Other then my parents...)
Hee.....so excited!
But...i have to cut down on my shopping etc. Having a car means my budget is restricted liao.... well..i guess this is what i have to sacrifice. Cannot spend money without thinking.... =p