Chill out time!

Here is where I unwind..I write my diary..so just bear with my nonsense! =) 1st Blog started : Oct 2005 Let's see how long I can last with this 'diary' of mine! Friends who have blogs too, give me your address ok? =p Personal blog is this address. JC Class blog: http://98s05.blogspot.com/

Saturday, April 29, 2006

MOS night again!

Lalalala...... it's party time again!
Can't seem to 'fix' my rebonded hair...too flat leh....tried to tie it up....but then look like small girl...decided to just let it down in the end....!!!! So frustrating....too flat!!!

Arranged with my cousin, San, to go MOS with her bf & frens....
Wow.... didn't know my cousin frequent MOS so much....wah..... =)
San's bf so nice, come pick me up & then he ordered so much liquor....
But i told myself, i cannot get drunk....high can liao...so i really curb & stop drinking after 3-4 glasses....abit tipsy only...not drunk... =p
San can really drink.... i see her gulping down liquor, mix with beer and she is still going strong...my little cousin has grown up liao...
**Me & my cousin San.... =)
**San & her friends in the toilet...hee...touch up make up time!

Adeline is also there with her gal frens....wah....yippee....means I have 2 grps of friends there!
Went dancing with this grp of gals for awhile....squeezed into the R&B, main dance floor etc.
Hee..with Ade around, dancing will never be boring!
**My gd pal, Adeline, always a joy to be with on the dance floor!
**Dancing with the gals....Ade's friends!

While 'scavenging' around with San & her fren YY, we bump into another grp of frens.
Scavenging for what ah... hee....cute guys lah!
YY's fren Kelvin & his grp of frens...
Standing aside resting my feet....suddenly saw this guy..looks familiar leh....
OH! It's Tingliang...
Ah qiang's fren.... =)
The world is so small.....2 grps can have 2 different 'permutations' of friends... haha!
**Me & Tingliang... =)

After talking to Tingliang for awhile...then realised something... this other guy also looks familiar leh...
OH! It's Jianrong.... my jc fren...
Also Ah qiang's fren.... =)
Faint....all linked....Maybe MOS is another mini Friendster...haha... =p
But things seem so wierd.... nv talked to Jianrong before in JC although i know he exists.
Hee hee...after so many yrs, then now party together....
**Me & Jianrong... =)

Ok...so all of us went to dance. R&B room was soooo crowded but the music is not bad. Luckily we had the guys around.
They helped to form an outer circle with us inside...so that won't kena pushed abt.
Thanks!

My SCGS gd fren is also there...Ling!
Went to meet up with her as well.... didn't really dance with her cos Ling rushing to go Zouk...
**Me & Ling....my gd pal since primary sch... =p

Wah...met so many friends there..... Happy...somemore i found another MJ khaki! =p
Zhiwei.... one of the guys in Tingliang's grp....
He sent me home & then suddenly realised he also plays mj..yeh!

Time to zzz..... 5am liao..... Good Morning!

**Collage of pictures... =)

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

If you eat, dun sing

I guess this is right.
"If you eat, dun sing!!!"
Read an article at PartyWorld...... not advised to sing within 30mins before and after food....

Now i know why...had a quick dinner and immediately went to sing ktv today....
my goodness..now i m in pain.
my tummy started to ache since the 2nd song.....so pain....
i'm in pain....ouch ouch ouch....

going to zzz now.....for all of you out there....remember......"If you eat, dun sing".....

=```(

Really in pain.....agony.......ouch!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

A nice ending and hopefully a good fresh start!

So long nv update already...here are my updates! =p

I realised....that i am getting used to the 'Gap' environment. Things aren't that bad afterall.
Colleagues are getting closer to them.
Always have treats from vendors, getting used to the working system as well....but...just when things are looking good, i have to leave.
I'm not regretting....just some sad feelings as i am going to leave the merchandising industry.
Not sure if this is a right or wrong move.
But am really glad & assured to hear from my senior merchandiser that i am always welcome to join them again if i realised i am not suited for the new job.
So nice of her! =)

Even till the very last day, my dept colleagues kept on asking if i will change my mind...
Abit touched....but i guess, have to move on and explore... =)

Here are some pics which me and my colleagues took on my last day:-

**My work area...quite messy..full of denim samples..hee hee...


**Some of my colleagues in Gap.


**Lunch time...vendor's treat cum farewell lunch!

Hopefully....my new place would be good and i can finally settle down....quite tiring to start all new again and again...seriously... =p

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Affinity for children

I like kids!

This one is with my ex-colleague's boy....used to see him in my ex-colleague's tummy...how time flies...now he is 18months!

Next is my niece...youngest one...4months old.
So difficult to get her to pose for the camera!!! Hee....but she is really cute...and her cheeks....feel like pinching it man!


Anyone need a babysitter? come find me! hee... =p

Friday, April 14, 2006

This long Holy Good Friday...

went to watch the movie "inside man"....
watch finish the whole movie, still dun understand what it is talking about..blur blur come out....

after my friends explained to me...ah..i got it!!!!
paisei...i'm damn slow at catching movies....that's why when i watch 'cheem' movies, must always go with someone more 'intellectual', then i won't blur blur.... =p

quite nice!!! all the plots etc....i especially like the part whereby the robbers have to dig the 'shithole'....hee....haa haa....

After that, went for supper at geylang 126 . yummy yummy!!!!!

Then....we were just about to head home....was talking to terence...and this guy...dunno why mentioned the word "MOS"....
FAINT!
This word made the 2 chiong gals infront alert & turned back. CHiong??? ok!!!
I want to faint liao....me very very tired ah...and me not dressed to chiong!!!!!
Wearing specs and jacket and etc .....

After some long discussion, they decided to go MU. FAINT LIKE MAD!!!
I asked them to go ahead, i really cannot make it...tired....2.30am liao leh...
then looking at peiling's disappointed face.. sigh....me am a 'hao ren'...
go lor....

totally no mood to chiong lah...though the music is good i must say. can't drink also cos i'm driving....
i guess the best part is taking pics... ha haa!!!!! =p

Friday : went to church with my friend. sang the hyms and listen to the prayers.
quite a different experience. everyone singing along...i start to miss my choir sessions in JC...
the key idea mentioned by the pastor : " LOVE".
"We must love & cherish one another. Love God. Love your family, friends etc. Do not hold on to this love selfishly. Do not wait & live to regret...."
The story goes: The disciples of Jesus Christ dun dare to express their love for him when he was going to die for them, after that ..... "

me not Christian and me not preaching ah...but it does makes sense.... =)
Shall bring my parents out for lunch tomorrow! Show my love... hee hee

Thursday Announcement

Well...let's start with Thursday.....
All went well for job...manager came to find out how am i....hmmm.....i said ok...and true enough, things are getting better.
I'm getting along with the colleagues, getting fine with the workload....getting free lunches now and then from the vendors.. haha!

Just when everything is going well.... i've got this offer from 1 of the 4 companies i've sent resumes to.
Went pass 3 interviews, didn't expect them to offer me cos the HR told me in the 3rd interview that they cannot match up to my expected salary. =(
Main reason : i do not have experience in sales nor the printing industry.
Thankfully, maybe the lucky stars are with me, the sales director and mgr thinks that i can be 'taught and trained'....haha....still not hitting my expected salary..but ok lah...still can survive.

now....the thing is.....i want to quit. Expected to start this new work on 24th April....damn fast.
My BIG project in my present company ends on the 1st May....xiao liao!
sure kena from my mgr..... cos this project, i'm handling right now....
but but....i'm still goin to tender on this Monday. made up my mind liao.
if it is a wrong decision again, then no fear, find another job again....hee =0

FELLOW FRIENDS:
I, PAMELA, HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT I AM GOING TO LEAVE THE MERCHANDISING FASHION INDUSTRY.
So sorry, my passion just can't last me through, i need a new environment. A normal environment with balance in males/females, an environment whereby education does count, an environment where i can travel & not get stuck in the office....

Bye Bye Sears / Kellwood / Gap etc...... thanks for training me up to who i m today, not that innocent small girl anymore... ^_^

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

this week....

Here are some quick updates....

Hee..finally u all can see my 'teacher Ms Tang' look....here is a pic which i took with some of the students:-


Pls dun laugh at me@@@
I know I look PATHETIC... hee.....
Really liked them & i'm quite sure they like ms. Tang too.. hee hee....some ask for transfer of teacher...... =)

Next up....my sis's PL at Miss Singapore Universe..
So proud of her!!!! It's all the experience that counts.....not the title...=)
***The supporters!!!*****

Last...my eyes infection got really bad....dragged myself FINALLY to see the doc...cos this morn..i experienced 1 sec darkness when i opened my eyes
was so scared!@!!!!
I HATE seeing docs and taking medicine......so unless i really have no choice, u won't see me at the docs or taking medicine one...
Was intending to only apply the medicine and skipping the oral part...but.....someone made me eat the medicine....
=(
hee.....first time so fierce...i betta be a gd gal.. =p

this is a pic of my yucky medicines@@!!!!!! cost me $118!!!! my goodness...docs can really earn money man!!!!!!!!! (take note i've already taken 2 pills.....) YUCKS!!!!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

quarter - life crisis!


see these leaves....
as young leaves, they are green and strong...ready to venture the world!
soon....as they brace through wind & hardship, the leaves start to change color to red...
From red... they are considered matured leaves.....either they survive on the trees and become part of a beautiful sight...
OR they cannot withstand it anymore and turn brown, dry and die....

Hmm....grad from uni...was a green leaf.
Now...i feel that i'm becoming a red leaf.. it's either i survive on this tree or i move on to another trees...

Met up with my uni proj grp mates... 3 of us grad 3 yrs liao...1 grad 2 yrs, 1 grad 1 yr.
the drained leaves are : me, yicheng, xinhui and melvin.
still growing strong leaf : desmond (civil service mah...enjoying...)

**This guy is the civil servant lah.... enjoying and saving up for his wedding....26yrs old! getting married????? Ok lah...I guess... the gf same age.... so he told us he wants to be fast! =p
Realised this society is not as easy as what it seams....alot of bitching around...it doesn't mean u work well, u get a gd appraisal...many depends on your PR skills, your mouth and how you suck up to the bosses.
Whether ur bosses like u....sigh...shake head!

**Me and Xinhui at the bridge...while waiting for Yicheng to adjust his camera self timer.

**Yicheng adjusting his camera to self time...he just came back from reservice...still using the 'army' style isn't it??? He missed his reservice..ha ha! We were in shocked!

had a nice coffee talk session at clarke quay....and realised.... work is sianz... if u set a standard too high for yourself, you will be very drained soon. if you do not set a standard, then wat's the point???

Me being the youngest...i'm drained.... DEFINITELY...
the other 2, same age but a few months older....also feeling it....
the 2 lao das 26, wondering if they can go on in whatever they are doing...


i think everyone also in their QUARTER LIFE crisis....hee =p
luckily the jap buffet is good! YUMMY!!! In VIP room somemore!!! =p

Thursday, April 06, 2006

everyday stuff

Sometimes, you just do some things everyday...and slowly, you get sick of it. But for somethings, eventhough you do it everyday....you just feel happier and it just makes your day all worthwhile....WHY????

Things i do everyday and i hate it!
1) Working...calling my vendors and chasing for them.
2) Rushing to work cos I'm always late.
3) Squeezing in the bus and MRT.
4) Choose what to wear.... cos i always can't make up my mind.
5) Piahing my work whenever it's near 5.30pm (knock off time).
6) Choosing what shoes to wear.... cos too many choices, oops!
7) Replying emails.....so many....
8) Have to bear with nonsense from work.
9) To inhale 2nd hand cigratte smoke from fellow colleagues. I'm the only non-smoker.
10) Switching on my pc at work.

Things I do everyday and i love it!
1) Playing with my dearest Brownie.
2) Listening to my mp3
3) MSNing my day to ah qiang, mae and others.
4) Just lying on the sofa watching tv.
5) Watch Da Chang Jin!!
6) Staring at my handphone & reviewing the pics inside.
7) Drinking my daily MUST drink Orange Juice. Freshly squeezed by Daddy!
8) Switching off my pc at work.
9) Eating dinner with my parents or outside dinner with friends.
10) Spraying perfume....cos i smell good! =)

Hmmm...... what else? got to sleep....good night!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Gay or not???

flooble said that I am
Not Gay
(Not that there's anything wrong with that.)
Take the flooble Gay Quiz

This weekend happenings...

Fri... end work at 5.30pm...piah to teach piano from 6.30pm - 9.30pm.
Going to meet one of my best pals to watch the movie "Dorm" at 10.20pm.
Love horror movies..hee...but i must say...this one is a real GOOD one!
Was super super touched...it's not a typical horror movie which is out to scare pp only. This show has a storyline...I really like it! It teaches us the importance and power of what friendship can do. Alot of twists in this show. GOOD!
But...while I was speeding to go cineleisure....i almost banged to another car cos I didn't expect it to suddenly stop. In order to avoid banging into him, i swerve to my left. BUT.... it was just too close and my car going too fast, my front panel still scraped his car... I didn't even realise till I came out of my car... but i drove liao...the driver must be super pissed off...OOPS!!

Sat... after piano teaching, went to my colleague's friend's house to play mj...BOY...
First time playing with them, so i just asked for the general rule... Wierdly...I asked if 大三元 how to play. I never asked this rule one...hee...
I DID IT!!! my cards REALLY cannot make it....only had 2 发财, 1 白板. The rest of the cards ALL no link... panick...wanted to "Lap Sup" to win after I 'pong' my 发财。
So angry! No one throw! Then...I 摸 1 红中, hmm...just keep lor...since no one threw big tiles. THEN... the next 2 draws, I drew 1 白板, 1 红中 consecutively!
Then I panick liao....hee....now just waiting to PONG!!!!! FINALLY.....someone threw the green tile, PONG!
Immediately next throw, another one threw the white tile, PONG!
Then ... 'BAO' the red tile liao...I was thinking...SURELY no one throw one...and my inside tiles STILL cannot make it...all still no link! Was abit disheartened liao...and just kept drawing tiles....after 2 rounds...i suddenly drew the tile...i looked at it...it was the winning tile!!!!! My dearest 红中!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!! Almost went mad!!!! Immediately opened the last 3 tiles...and hee....MAX!

Sun...went to teach piano till 3.30pm...and then...went to celebrate Kathy's bd at East Coast Park..blading then dinner.

I was born in the Year
1981
And my favorite color is Hot Pink