Affairs of the Heart

Met up with my team mates from Uni, and we really had a heart to heart talk!
As the group of Sex Project and 1st team....we started with talking abt the sex/love life in Singapore...=)

5 team members...5 different love life and opinions...

Team Member A:-
A very committed man to his gf. Planning to get married next yr. Do not believe in pre-marital r/s. No needs at all. Only one thing holding him back to propose... he hopes his gf can be more matured and independent. He believes that his gf can....and holds on strongly to his beliefs...
Wish him luck!

Team Member B:-
Together with her bf for 9yrs... still thinking if he is the right one although she really love him. One thing holding her back...bf cannot be open-minded enough to allow her to mingle with other guys. Which is something disturbing for her. Can she live with it?

Team Member C:-
Single handsome goodlooking man. Why single? Criterias set too high? He doesn't think so... One big thing he doesn't like about guys...is...guys cannot live without sexual needs. But what to do? He is a guy himself!! Should be able to have many flings....But he is still a good guy afterall...=)

Team Member D:-
Numb already... very skeptical about getting married and being in a r/s. Lost her precious one, someone very very impt and her perspective about life changed drastically. Whom she really cannot forget. Tried to see the better side by liking someone else...but in the end, get hurt again.

Team Member E:-
With his gf for 9yrs. Thinking of moving on to the next level..marriage. BUT he is still not sure if she is the one for him. There are some characteristics he hope to have in his partner which his gf doesn't have. Can he compromise and accept her for who she is??? Or are those characteristics too impt to him that he can't compromise???

Conclusion:-
No need to think so much... no use....
Just move on and hope that things will turn out fine.... =)

That's the end of story for 5 young Singaporeans!

Shoo Shoo 2005!

Well....left 2 more days to end of 2005...
I want to get rid of 2005....this year has too many unhappy events already! Throw everything away and start afresh!
Of cos, this 2005, I found many long lost friends back into my life...due to a bigger lost....
Ouch...it still hurts... =``(

Will open my arms and a BIG smile to year 2006, hopefully this year will be a much better one!

10 Things I wish for 2006:-
1) My Daddy & Mummy to be happy & healthy.
2) My career to move a step further.
3) To complete my diploma in music.
4) To be able to get my OWN car...under my OWN name.
5) To be happy.
6) To be happy.
7) To be happy.
8) To be happy.
9) To be happy.
10) To be happy.

That's all i ask for....looks easy hor....haha! =)

Xmas logs

Let's see what I did this busy Xmas 2005...

23rd Fri (7pm - 9pm)
Went to a girl's 10th birthday party...
Wow...so many kids..feel so old liao. But I mingled with them..hee....still childish enough!

23rd Fri (9.30pm - 6am)
Went to MOS for the 1st time..=)
It was surely beautiful and cool...like the place and of course the friends I was with.

24th Sat (5pm - 4am)
Went to NUS for countdown. Friend working there...good food and MJ!!!

25th Dec (3pm - 11pm)
Went to friend's house for high tea and after that Japanese buffet dinner!
Eat and eat....getting fat!

25th Dec (11.30pm -8am)
Played overnight MJ...goodness..my luck is good!
Just anyhow play one 1fan game...then anyhow take flowers then zi4 mo1 5fans!!!
Friends fainted....

26th Dec (12.30pm - 3.30pm)
Had my NJ class outing...ate at Crystal Jade...it has been so many years...=)

26th Dec (7pm - 12pm)
Another NJ choir gathering....one of friend's housewarming..
So young...he has his own apartment already!!!
WOW!!!

27th Dec (6.30pm - 10pm)
I thought I finally can rest today...wore so sloppy and casual to work...thinking I'll rush home to catch some zzz...
Then early in the morn...a reminder went off from my hp....
XMAS DINNER WITH NAFA friends....
GOODNESS!!!
Had to go for the dinner....looked so pathetic and sloppy...my friends couldn't believe that's me man!
No make up, no accessories, slippers, berms...IN ESPLANADE...hee

28th Dec
......

XXXth YYY
I still have something left undone....wonder when will this 'mission' be accomplished....hmm...

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE!!! MUACKS!!!

MOS.happenings....

**Pic.taken.at.the.queue...too.bored.liao...need.to.occupy.ourselves!
First...we.had.to.queue.2hours!!!
From.9pm....till.11pm..then.we.got.in...wah.liao...but.surprisingly,it.was.not.super.crowded.inside..
There.were.still.ample.spaces.to.walk...=) It.was.like.a.mini.tour.for.us...so.many.different.rooms...so.we.walked.and.walked...finally.found
some.seats.at.the.Retro.room....boy,i.like.the.chairs!!
Finally.settled.down.and.drink.and.dance.starts!

Hmm.....it.was.really.fun...=)
I.guess.it's.the.group.that.we.had....mixture.from.all.over.the.
place!

I.guess.when.we.are.all.warmed.up...all.the.gals.starting.pouring.
our.sorrows.to.each.other....and.guess.what??
We.are.ALL.hurt.by.guys!!!
Guess.I'm.not.alone....=)
My.gd.pal.started.crying.in.the.toilet....I.was.trying.my.best.to.
Console.her.

I.have.already.told.myself.that.I'll.not.cry.anymore!...looking.at.my
fren....I.feel.painful.again...so.my.eyes.became.watery.....BUT....I.realise.my.heart.not.so.painful.
now....numb.already....

The.funny.thing.is...other.girls.in.the.toilet.came.to.us.and.said:"FxxK.those.guys.lah...all.of.us.
have.been.hurt.before...."

One.MOS.PR.actually.came.to.us.and.said"what.kind.of.guys.u.both.want?Chinese,Malay,Indian,Caucasian,Jap,Korean??....I.have.a.whole.list.of.numbers...forget.abt.
those.that.treat.you.like.shit.....I.intro.to.you.new.ones!!"
She.looked.so.cool........WOW....

Finally...we.went.dancing.again...stayed.till.about.5am....here's.the.final.pic..

AOT.2005

Here.are.some.pics.of.a.trip.to.KL...(Star.Cruise!!)

Can.u.see.us.trying.to.play.chess.and.bowling.at.the.same.time??
Hee.hee....we.are.part.of.the.game!!

Here.are.all.the.Group.Leaders!
There.are.6.groups.altogether.

Too.many.pictures.to.put...=)

ferregamo!!!

today...i.went.mad.again...perpetually.just.bought.a.Ferragamo.bag....usually.I'll.really.think.twice..
but.i.just.slashed.the.card....and.sign!

this.must.end...if.not..i'll...be.bankrupt!!!

my.heart.is.dead...no.need.to.revive.anymore....

I'll.just.be.a.happy.Pamela......with.no.feelings....=)

Went.mad.today!!!

ok....I.perpetually.went.mad.today...
my.mood.was.super.super.bad.....cos.....sigh......matters.of.the.heart.....what.else???

and.usually....I'll.go.on.a.shopping.spree.....let's.see.what.i.bought:

1)Clothes.from.Mango.Suntec=$151
2)Clothes.from.Mango.Isetan=$102
3)Belt.from.Mango.Taka=$29
4)Dad's.shirt.from.U2.Taka=$43
5)Bag.from.Mango.Suntec=$35
6)Mum's.bag.fromMango.Suntec=$49
7)Paul&Joe.makeup.set.from.Isetan=$100
8)Bag.from.Isetan=$28
9)Toys.for.niece&nephews=$80
10)Travel.bag.from.U2=$29
11)Top.from.Arithalia.Wisma=$40
12)3.sets.of.lingerie=$98

Total=$784!!!

my.hand.was.aching.liao...carry.so.many.things...but....how.come.I.didn't.feel.a.thing???
cos...what.is.hurting.is.not.my.hand.....

At.least...made.me.feel.slightly.better.with.the.shopping.....
Shall.eat.grass.next.week...

Why ask for it???

Hmm....feeling so sianz and moody now cos of my stupid BIG ulcer!
Can't even speak properly and those who dunno me thinks that my tongue is being cut off!

Mood bad....=(
How come the person whom I need the most attention from dun seem to be there for me?
It's like...I have to be constantly the one who have to be spontaneous, have to be the one who cheer him up...
Really asking for it.....

Here's a EQ question:-
'A' is very nice to 'B'...but 'B' don't appreciate. 'B' purposely like 'C' when 'C' takes 'B' got granted. Who is 'B' to 'C'???

Answer:-
A standby.

My wish this week: MY ULCER DISAPPEARS!!!!!

harlow everyone!

i'm 24 liao...finally...after 12 months and 2 days from 2004...

goals set this year:-
1st goal: to love and treat my parents well
2nd goal: to excel in my job
3rd goal: to be happy with my friends.
4th goal: i dun want to cry so much as i did in my 23rd yr.... PLS!!!

got up in the morn and went to work as usual...
got super alot of things to do! but colleagues were nice..gave me presents and all...
lunch time:
my gd pal, Chinhong, came to have lunch with me! He bought a instant camera and photo album for me....said we can put the pics taken by the 'primitive' camera into the album! This is surely a unique gift which I've never received before. =)
Went for Vietnamese food and he bought me a strawberry struddel to blow candles. So sweet right??? Thanks Chin! MUACKS!
This is the pic of this handsome guy pal of mine..

Dinner time:
Met with my best pals from SCGS: Jolene, Ling, Kit... (except Jeanie who's in Aussie)
Went to Fosters at Holland V. We had a very good meal but the portion was BIG! Cannot finish...

Ordered a bottle of White German Wine..NICE!! Sweet and smooth =) But as usual...my face and eyes will turn blood shot RED! Hee....my frens were so nice to arrange for the live 'band' to sing birthday song for me...He has to sing it twice...cos I missed the first one! hee....does that mean I'll get older faster??? OH NO!!!! I was very happy with my friends....THANK YOU JO, LING, JIE....